Mehroom..

Kahaani hazaaron chehron ki. Naam chaahe jitne badal jaaen…kahaani nahi badalti

Main Dhaani hun, yeh toh bas naam hai mera
Chehre kayi hain…kayi astitva hain mere
Jo chaaho zehen me rakhlo..jo chaaho aankhon mein
Main yahin hun kahin…teri gali ya ghar mein tere

Ek chehra mera kisi kokh mein pall raha tha
Apni saansein apni dhadkanein bunn raha tha
Shayad thodi halchal bhi machaane laga tha
Apni maa ki aawaaz bhi sunn raha tha

Fir kahin se ek roshni aai aur le gai andhere ke aagosh me
Woh chehra kho gaya jo abhi khuda ne banaya bhi na tha
Khoon ke dhabbe chod gaya uss kaale daaman par
Jise ab tak usne sehlaya bhi na tha

Phir kahin ek chehra jo andheron se bagawat kar jeet aya
Lene laga saansein…dekhne laga kuch sapne
Iss berehem duniya me, ek mukaam ki talaash mein
Nikal pada hausla kar, chod ke peeche sab apne

Mukhauton ki duniya ne phir ek baar apna asli roop dikhaya
Khud ko mard kehne waale kuch darindo ne uski maasumiyat se kiya khilwaad
Use maut se battar dard de kar maut ki baahon mein chod dia
Use zindagi se phir mehroom kia, uski rooh ko dia ujaad

Jo yahaan se bhi ladd nikli apni mehndi waali raat tak
Kar solah shringaar baithi thi uss paawan agni ke saamne
Honto pe muskaan,aankhon me apne aangan se bichadne ka dard liye
Woh lagi thi kisi ajnabee ka haath thaamne

Doli saji thi darr pe, aur yaadein liye woh chali gayi
Jab tak sone se lais thi tab tak aankhon pe baithaya sabne
Jab ek din lakshmi nahi bas saraswati hi lagne lagi
Toh usi ghar ke choolhe ki aag se jalaya sabne

Iss aag se bhi mehroom hone se jo chook gai
Ab pahonchi zindagi ki aakhri seedhi par
Kuch dikhne sunne kamm laga tha, boodhi ho gayi thi wo maa
Thoda hausla kamm tha ab, aur thoda zada tha dar

Phir jinn haathon ko likhna sikhaya aur jinn honton ko bolna
Unhi haathon ne wasihat par dastakhat kiye aur keh dia ab jaao
Kya kehti kya karti wo maa bas khaamosh hi reh gayi
Aur vridh aashram ke uss band kamre mein hi guzar gai, ab uski arthi toh le aao

Mujhe gauri bana kar poojo mat
Mujhe lakshmi bana kar dhann mat maango
Mujhe saraswati bana kar mandir mein mat sajao
Mujhe kaali bana kar tasveeren naa taango

Jo insaan hi samajh sako mujhe toh ehsaan hoga
Ye dhong band karke mujhe thoda sammaan de sako toh ehsaan hoga
Khud ko takatwar bataane waalo
Iss taakat ko mujhe mehroom karne ke liye istemaal na karo toh ehsaan hoga..

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